The Jest Jump

Its been a while since my last post but I have decided that it is time to just lay the cards on the table for all to see. Since my last blog post, which may have well been in the ace age in blogger years, many things, have come and gone, many barriers been knocked down and in all honesty allot of new ones have now come up.

Like coming out of the closet was not enough of a change back in 08' I decided to throw in there an entire career change....you know, just for the fun of it. Now I am a full time fashion student, full time call center rat, full time shop attendant and part time person.

I never realized how easy it could be to loose one's self in an attempt to find the very thing you most strongly feel you have lost. However I have decided to stick to the old saying that "..it is never darker as when light is about to break"... or whatever that saying was.

For a while now I have been questioning my self and feeling more out of place than a Canal street bag in a Stella Mccartney boutique. Am I good enough? did I make the right choice? For months I have been boasting, mainly to my self, that I have taken the leap of leaps! a plunge greater than marriage. After a long BB talk with my friend Ana and today as I rode in the car with my friend Ali talking about this, it suddenly hit me. I had never jumped at all, I am merely standing on one leg. Exhilarating? YES! adventurous!? Most Def! but it does not come close to the thrill, the joy, the adrenaline of the actual jump.

So there it is kitties, feels like much a-doo about nothing, two years wasted.... or are they!?resolution time. Take the plunge with all the glory and\or shit the splash might make or die trying. Either\Or (always good to have options).

So take this as an invite to join this event, Dinner Jacket mandatory.

Hopefully I have peeked your interest and hopefully you will keep coming back for more of whatever it is I am supposedly doing on this thing but more than that hopefully I have inspired you, if even a little bit, to at least consider a change in your life.

Cheers to jumping!